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| 12:27am 15/09/2005 |
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alright girls, we need to get me back on track...i had this guy who told me he wouldnt date me if i didnt get better. so i did...guess what happened. he broke my fucking heart. so im going back to fasting. im sick of being fat. ill never stop for another person. EVER. |
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| 10:01am 07/06/2005 |
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guess who spent 4 and a half hours at the gym yesterday!! that would be me. :) |
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| 01:08pm 05/06/2005 |
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can't seem to stay strong lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. I hope that tomorrow will bring a successful week of fasting. Im starting tomorrow and just going to keep going until I can't go anymore. if anyone is interested in joining me let me know! |
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| 10:24am 31/05/2005 |
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i binged so horribly the past 2 days. :( i was doing so good. from wednesday to saturday i had lost 7 pounds. then i gained 5 of them back when i binged on sunday and monday. :( i have to start all over again. i hate this feeling. and if i didnt have a mirror and a scale id probably give up. gosh i hate this feeling. it makes it so much worse when you're alone. if i had someone to tell me im beautiful it might not be so bad. i just have to keep trying. i cant give up. ill never give up. |
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| 06:35pm 26/05/2005 |
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it stresses me out that some people just dont understand what it's like to feel guilty when you eat. people just dont understand. i feel so disgusting when i look in the mirror. |
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| 01:14pm 04/04/2005 |
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so there is an upside to having a shitty day. you wont be bored. so you wont eat!! |
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